Well, here come's another week, guess what there are five more days before we totally end classes, and that means five more days before I don't see my students regularly or maybe even for good. You see, I have already made-up my mind, and I don't want to be inconsiderate, I have heard some unbecoming of a person from the other side and I have also weighed things down. I have now come to a decision...I am still walking on thin ice. Also, remembering the conversations in the past, It should be a challenge for me to prove so many people wrong, about our professionalism, about why professionals like us don't last in an institution to where we are right now. In my case I am not after the amount of compensation, but more on sustainability plus, the fulfillment I have earned through this year of work is definitely...priceless!
But what made me unhappy? Maybe depression, perhaps, ignorance, or maybe irresponsibility on my end. Either way, not only that, but like what I have said previously, I definitely felt for my colleagues who are standing on the same ground with me, and to add-up, we felt neglected and cheated by what was agreed upon from the beginning we set foot on this vocation. But that may not make things go easy. All I am doing now, is to pray for those who are concerned, involved, responsible, and especially those who are obviously, at fault. I have nothing againts anyone. In fact, I am not in regret to where we are now.
And now, for my decision? Well, let's say I will be safe with my answer, I am going to say that, As long as THEY haven't fixed the PROBLEM, I am open for the idea of LEAVING. But, in the minute the PROBLEM gets fixed and I get what is rightfully mine, then, let's say that I will be fulfilling my promise to STAY for another year with no strings attached.
You get me do you? With that, Let's just pray for the Best and may the best of our interests prevail in the end :-)
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