I'm losing it...

Well, another week has passed and another week is about to start. There were many things that happened. But nonetheless, the usual things happen. You know, obnoxious people, inconsiderate instances, plus you may also add the lack of you know...Consistency.

So much that had happened alright. I feel that I have lost the Love and Compassion to what I am doing now. Besides, we were taken for granted, I mean we were always taken for granted...

Hopefully within a few more days left, I will be able to decide if I am stayin' or I am totally leaving...for good. They can't blame me for such rage, at the first place we were assured of things that would help us...grow as individuals, you see, I feel for my colleagues who are standing at the same ground with me. It's not always what we say could be the basis, although we are all undergoing the same problem to where we are, still, there should be this little spark of consideration that should be vested upon us. I really don't want to feel this way, but I cannot detain it within me anymore, I'm already full of this, somehow I have to let go of all this...I am not really againts anyone here, but, I just have to be honest with what I am feeling, I am actually ashamed of myself because I don't get to share anything good or fun, but that's my fault and my choice. Either way, this too shall pass...

Maybe next time I can be off this track of Drama, anyhow, let's just pray that this week could be different, and guess what, as long as you are with me through this, I know, maybe I can still have the strength to stay, yes, you are the one that I am referring to, the one reading this right now, just hang on with me, your support can pull us out of this ;-)