It had been a month for me, well almost a lot happened, I have gained, and definitely I have lost, well, that's life, and it should somehow be balanced. You can't get new things without losing the others because in a way, life has its way of putting things into balance.
I have to admit that, everytime I hear news or see some of my friends, with the way they enjoy their life or with the way they get what they want, or with how simply lucky they are. I feel that I am left behind, I mean, I feel more envious, insecure, and inferior, but I came in to a realization... Maybe, it's not yet my time. Like what they say, sometimes what's in store for you is being saved and it will be at its grandest when you will have it. So all I am going to do for now is to simply wait. With that, again, they say that, "Good things happen to those who wait".
Also, recently, I'm in rants with my mom. I mean, she wants me to change my job, I can't blame her though, especially when she sees me having a hard time or sad. Good thing she has some backgrounds or let's be honest, connections, but, with what is happening right now, I should now show them them that my current career is not a mistake, maybe there's a reason why I am stuck to where I am right now because, I usually have a glimpse or experience with my dream careers but there's somehing unusual that pulls me back to where I am now, or maybe I should fulfill my words...
Well, this time I know what I want now...It's not money, not pleasure,but FULFILLMENT!
And again, let me just feature another photo of me and some of my friends:
We'll I guess that will be all for now...
'Til my next post ;-)
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